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Mon, 20 May 2013 21:17:03 -0400

i thought about you this morning. you were there when i woke up, like you used to be. he cuddled me...

Wed, 01 May 2013 19:16:03 -0400

i thought about you this morning. you were there when i woke up, like you used to be. he cuddled me like i used to dream u did and i woke up to the lyrics we listened together. i thought of writing you a letter for your birthday. its almost here. it would say how much i loved you, how you were everything to me but things change. everything changes and im ok with you leaving me behind. im ok with us going separate ways. id end it with “happy birthday. i love you” but i cant write that now.

i saw you today. the same as i remember, the love ill never forget. and my heart beat faster and i got dizzy and you kept walking. i wasnt worth the hug, i wasnt worth a smile. all i wanted was the acknowledgement that wat we had was real, that i didnt dream it.

remember when you told me i was worth it? maybe you dont. maybe all you remember is anger and disappointment and sadness.

it seems like everything i remember was a dream. my past is gone and replaced by something another me lived, a million years ago. something that doesnt seem possible, something that cant be real because the only one who remembers it all is me.

i used to miss so much. people, things, places, moments. i missed them. but i dont anymore. u pushed...

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 12:42:07 -0400

i used to miss so much. people, things, places, moments. i missed them. but i dont anymore. u pushed me away or i pushed u away or we just..wandered away. in the end its all the same. i dont miss you anymore. you dont remember me anymore. what i wanted to last forever ended 1.5 years after it began.

do u have any idea how short a time that is? its basically nothing. its how long we havent seen each other daily. but now u have ur life and i have mine.

we met when we were both broken and we helped each other. we loved again. i saw u happy again. but why does it feel like ur still broken and im better? honestly i cant say how u are. the person i once knew better than myself is a stranger to me now.

anyway. i dont miss you anymore and that hurts. to think that love can just…*poof*

I was just curious 007 takes on teen wolf

Mon, 18 Feb 2013 20:11:32 -0500

blacknwhitecow:

Out of:
Danny
Jackson
Lydia
Scott
Allison
Stiles
Derek
Boyd
Erica
And
Isaac

Who would you make the double-o’s and who would be Q in your opinion.

well i think the obvi choice would b derek as 007 and stiles as Q but. id love love love to see one where derek is Q and stiles is 007. i love me some nerd!derek

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Mon, 18 Feb 2013 07:16:18 -0500

….just….no. can’t even deal with. this is what reminds me. it always goes: blah,...

Wed, 16 Jan 2013 18:56:36 -0500

….just….no. can’t even deal with. this is what reminds me. it always goes: blah, blah, closer, closer, like, like, like, love, love, love so much, proud as fuck, CRASH. and its always the little things.

always reels me back in, no matter how many times i say to myself “not this time”. but not anymore. just…5 more and done. cause id b there if eyes were open. but they never are. so no.

more chances past and soon (just 5 more) there wont be any more chances.

i just finished reading this amazing fic. STEREK but it was so larry-ish! even the end! and I can...

Wed, 02 Jan 2013 22:19:11 -0500

i just finished reading this amazing fic. STEREK but it was so larry-ish! even the end! and I can not deal with these EMOTIONS! kljhgfdswerty

Things never turn out the way we think they will. I really believed in a future for us. Maybe less...

Fri, 12 Oct 2012 21:35:54 -0400

Things never turn out the way we think they will. I really believed in a future for us. Maybe less than 5 months ago, but I did. I could see it. Things change. And yes it hurts. But its because I loved you so much. I loved you with everything in me, including all the resentment, the envy, the anger that I had reserved just for you. I loved you. Because I loved you I can see that this is better. We would only hurt each other in the end. We DID hurt each other. Deeply. So I hope that this is happier for you. Truly. The resentment would never let me be the friend you deserve, and deep in your heart you know you were never the friend I deserved either. It hurts, but its better. Even though this isnt what we envisioned all those years ago with our imagination running wild, I still love you. Always.

Now, get over yourself and be happy.

Reblog this if you wrote "love" on your wrists today

Mon, 10 Sep 2012 18:38:21 -0400

these feelings are so…opposite. i like him but i don’t want to be with him. i miss him...

Sat, 14 Jul 2012 23:49:56 -0400

these feelings are so…opposite. i like him but i don’t want to be with him. i miss him but i don’t mind being away from him. i don’t understand myself. and when I’m with him its amazing. he makes me feel amazing. or its just fine, nothing incredible just normal. i really don’t understand.

what i understand even less are the looks he sometimes gives me. and the way he talks to me or stays with me. and then when wer apart its as if i don’t exist. i never hear from him.

nothing will happen i know. but sometimes (like i always do) i imagine him calling my name, walking up to me, putting his hands on my waist and lightly kissing me. then pulling away to look into my eyes with that look that makes me melt.

crazy, right? yh it is. crazy to think that way about someone and then push them to the back of your mind. crazy to be excited and nervous to see them and then not talk to them, waste the opportunity (even if its not really an opportunity).

ok ill stop now…just wanted to vent a little. spending some time with someone after not seeing them for months can bring back lots of things…

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Thu, 05 Jul 2012 20:30:59 -0400

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Thu, 05 Jul 2012 20:28:15 -0400

um…yh…i wanna keep him

Wed, 04 Jul 2012 21:33:15 -0400

um…yh…i wanna keep him

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Wed, 04 Jul 2012 16:02:30 -0400

do-you-want-a-spring-roll-bebz: i swear this is going to hit...

Wed, 04 Jul 2012 14:25:40 -0400

do-you-want-a-spring-roll-bebz:

i swear this is going to hit the highest reblog i’ve ever had and i’m so damn happy because ziam is real. ;)

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Sun, 01 Jul 2012 21:30:59 -0400

alpha-corpse: Ah, the old days. Rock on, Winchesters.

Mon, 25 Jun 2012 00:59:49 -0400

alpha-corpse:

Ah, the old days. Rock on, Winchesters.

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Sun, 24 Jun 2012 23:51:32 -0400

#Directionspired - New Fan-Made book and i NEED your help!

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 18:31:39 -0400

hazzasbiceps:

every single one of you please read this! i have an absolutly brilliant idea that will only work if you all help!

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Wed, 20 Jun 2012 23:16:20 -0400